I believe that every single day of life is a precious gift and
should be lived to the fullest extent possible. It did, however, take me 34
years to arrive at this conclusion. Up until that time I was afraid to live. I
was afraid to speak up or share my opinions, hopes, fears, or (God-forbid)
beliefs to anyone.
While
it was always difficult for me to express my voice, I certainly had one. I felt
a deep, internal passion for all aspects of life. Yet I was afraid to let it
shine through. Instead I just wanted to blend in and not be recognized as
different or distinct. I wanted to be the background of life’s tapestry – I
preferred to let others fabricate the bold, creative, and unique design on top.
Sometimes to live fully means allowing the tears to stream down
my face when I experience pain or sadness. At other times my smiles and
laughter express the shear abundance of happiness in my life. I welcome all of
these feelings, emotions and experiences. I recognize that my life is enhanced
by the good and challenging experiences alike, as long as they are received as
opportunities to learn and grow in response to them.
I now readily offer my opinions, hopes, fears, and (most of all)
beliefs to anyone who will listen. I recognize that every person (myself
included) equally imprints their own, bold, creative, and unique design to the
tapestry. The background, which I mistakenly thought was my contribution, is
actually the thread that ties us all together making equal space for everyone’s
individual beliefs to be proudly displayed. This spacious, encompassing,
integral background is what holds life’s tapestry together where my voice is
expressed and heard just the same as everyone else’s. Recognizing that, I now
awaken each morning ready to embrace what the day has to offer me and I allow
the passion I feel in each moment to shine through.
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